And I got 50...

Rules: Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it’s because I want to know more about you.

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Ze Hao happen to tag me again regardless that I had written my 25s.After see Han Quan notes and He also commented so, I written so less things that I find it quite embarassing. I am not in a mood recently and I think I really should distract myself, so I decided to write 26-50, though don't really think it make difference.

26. I remembered that my secondary school teacher once say that Uni life is a memorable moment, but Secondary is more memorable while there is a different in the sense we get along with our friends. Til now I can't tell the difference, but I really have a great time in my university. May be I had given up some precious thing, but I really appreciate that I had met them.

27. I never get into a relationship along 22 years. But I am not choosy. Sometimes I really think I don't even understand love, as I change quite rapidly( I think). There was 5 precious girls that I remember, and I was able to express my feelings to them, but it did not turn up. There are 2 of them who I have to highlight, who affected me in deep, and they are once my best friend ever and given a precious memory which I still holding. I am really shame of myself as I did not pay them a sincere friendship but put in something extra that it would have been better if it never be like that.

28. Mandarin was my favourite subject in primary, while Math is my favourite subject during my Secondary. I once even get 100% as my final grade. I was always the top in the school for math and I did cry once while I have 90+, the reason I cry is because Wei Chong mark is slightly higher. I think it is quite sick now. But now I never able to solve a convincable answer in engineering course during these 4 years, I am stuck with calculus, fourier series, 3D matrix, but only can solve those online forum living mathematics, which greatly deal with natural number.

29. Again subject to maths, I was the school representative always. Which I did go to Hua Luo Geng for Selangor school during my senior 2 and senior 3.Chong Hwa is always the target of us, that year we did alot of mistake, but seems they also, and end up I receive a Silver. Somehow, I did thought of if Han Quan are to study in Chong Hwa during his Senior 3 and sent to that competition, I would have been Third.

30. In my memory of Secondary School, I have very good relation with teachers, somehow I really think they are my friends. Especially I feel no gap talking with 洪锦桃老师, 林月萍老师，林雁冰老师. 谢如莲老师。 But I have problem to my geography teacher, 翁明娇老师, which I really don't like to do assignment which is tasked by her. But I find Ah Hock is very scary for his passionate.

31. You often see me having a cup of tea during lunch, and I guess there is a 80% chance it is a cup of milk tea. It is a habit kept since my childhood. So far some people comment that it is a old man behavior. :S In NUS I will say science milk tea is my favourite as it is less sweet and more taste, but during dinner time the water portion may be too high. Engin "Wish Fullfilling Tea" is good too, but abit too sweet and I think got addictive. So far I recall that Eyo, Shirley, Wanping, have similar behavior. Somehow I think I should have more control over my addiction.

32. In my primary period I did have a gang, and we was dream of building Space Craft, where we name our organisation as "Chen Luo Zheng", which is after 3 member surname of the gang, but there are actually other surname in the gang, I can't recall why I name it like this. My best friend was 罗卓识。 After long time in Secondary I had went to find him, but I already don't know what to talk after saying Hi and ask for a recent updates. I also recall 王依向，林元豪，赖家骆。林元豪 now is in NUS.

33. I used to think I am more mature than the others during my primary. Then I start questioning who I am, and what am I question in Secondary. Now that I am going to graduate, but I find myself really childish, self-centred and messed up so many things. And I thinking whether I am prepared into the society.

34. I talk to myself, alot. Sometimes will be debating over a situation, and most of the time is my Rational part over my Emotional Part. I used to think myself as a Rational, but now I seems I follow my Emotional. I got a bad Emotional control, EQ= negative number. Sometimes I wonder whether I will get
schizophrenia. Now I need a catch up to let the rational part in major, I will.

35. I spent alot of time on Comedy from childhood to teen. Each time I learnt up their theme song. I will sing them non-stop. I don't actually sing the correct lyrics and sometimes even rythm, I just sing as I tot they should be. I can sing it in Anytime, ani place, MRT,Bus, bus stop, SRC, toilet, corridor, but not in KTV. Somehow many people find this irritating, but I don't care. :S

36. Jordan Chan songs had been with me for a long time when I am down. That time I admired the first girl I did mentioned. Now I still like them, but I enjoy Edison, 郑中基,侧田 too. They are also in my mouth playlist So far their album I can listen to most of the songs, unlike others such as Jolin Tsai, Jay Chow which I will be selective.

37. I had been thinking to be a Automotive Engineer, or a product designer, character designer. I like to draw, and during my secondary I tried to realise them as model using paper clay, I made 4 of them, the 1st piece is not satisfying, the second is at home, the third is given to an important friend, the fourth now is on my table. I also had been designing T-shirt in class, but never succeed. I finally wear my design for the 08/09 FOC 四代同堂， after 10 years of trying.

38. For friendship I always put too much concerntration on those I ranked most important, and lacks of the others. Which then I was too rely on those, and really sorry to those I had omitted. It is so bad until actually I don't define the others as friend... Which then I find it I was really imbalance in life.That's why I always feel I didn't manage to be adapt to my Eco-car members. I think I really have to be open minded. Now I will try harder to know you guys more.

39. I love south africa sweet apples. I had had 2 meals with solely apples because I lost my appetite. Though after that I find it is very fast to be hungry. If it can fill up my stomach I think I will become a Apple-tarian.

40. My dad job was a Hong Kong dim sum cook. Which I really proud on. Those who knows this always comment that I am so lucky as always can eat those. I really think his dim sum is the best. Last year before CNY he suffered an injured in an accident, which have been in treatment for likely half year. Now that mom and sis tell me that his hand is still lack of the flexibility.

41. I was once irritated that my mom called me so often in NUS ( about 3-4 times) a week. And I did comment that it was too often until I don't know what to say. I thought my mom is over worried of me. But that year went back only I knew that time she suffered her family problem that she need me to distract herself. And being a son I am a total loser. Now that she will still call me but not so often, but sometimes I was doing my project until late night or other event which is not suit to talk. The recent event is that my house had a theft case, which now she is over defensive and lock the doors with many locks. I am really sorry to my family as not being able to share their burden.

42. I had been thinking if I were to convert to PR after graduation, and if to stay on in Singapore. But now seems my family had totally lose their confidence in Malaysia public security. Now that I am seriously thinking about it, or may be other places? I just really confuse that why we feel unsafe even in our home.

43. When I was a child I questioned why I named as 富豪 (rich man), that time I argue that it is so "俗气" (tacky) until my dad angry at me. Only then I learn that my name means so alot to him.

44. I have to say I am trained by my parents to be a very obedient child. I did controlled myself and sometimes fell too constrained. But now I have a contradiction with this control behavior as I also left my emotional uncontrolled. Which now I feel suffering a mental breakdown. I find myself now talking in 2 sense which is not coherence at all.

45. As a very obedient child, I was naughty too. I climbed up to my fathers favourite chair and fell down. which then my left arm bone were cracked. My dad then break the chair. I was under treatment for over 3 months then. During that period I used my left hand to be in place. but I did not obtain ambidexterity.

46. Other than felling from chair, I also get scald by the soup of ee-mee. stung by a bee, bitten by a dog, a car wheel go over my leg slowly. Sometimes I wonder how can my childhood be so exciting... but my sis told me when I was even younger I even fell from bed but feel nothing. Seems I become more fragile as I grown. Both mental and Physical.

47. I never fell lonely until I am in University. But I was actually spent many years eating with myself, going out alone, reading books, etc. I wonder if it is culture of NUS or University. But seriously it was all me.

48. I really feel to get drunk, but actually I never drink more than 2 glasses. Til now I find lack of someone that I can drink with except my family.

49. I can go to science just to have a lunch, but rush back to engine to do my work, and then go back to science just for a walk. I can even travel these all just by walking. I also even walk from bugis mrt to raffles and thn back trip to kelantan road carrying a total of 10Kg. Sometimes I really wonder how much time I wasted for those. I should have more appreciate to time.

50. I can waste my time Zobo (do nothing), or do very meaningless thing. Such as writting an extra 25s... Someone did comment me as a 无聊 person. I will say I am really a typical boring 宅男...